from my mind to your screen

ok.. so i had my job interview today. i think it went alright for the most part. the two guys that did the interview were weirdos. one had a mullet and one was just odd.

i spent about 120$ just on ferries. its a bit redig but whatev. ill know by friday if i got the job or not. i hope itll be a „yes." lets hope for the best.

on a side note: i met up w/an old friend for coffee. that was pretty sweet. all in all, a good day.

last friday, i submitted my resume to the computer science corporation. they called me yesterday and now i haven an interview tomorrow. things move rather quickly.

im bit nervous but thats normal. im gonna rock. i have much faith in myself.

now if only i could find my silver tie...

the last time i really lived at home was when i was 18. then i went away to school and only came home for breaks, so it wasnt too bad. i still had some friends who lived around here. now i have (my oldest friend) sara, yet we dont see each other much. there's ann but she works and lives an houra away. theres still some people i know around here -- i just havent hung out w/them in years so i really dont care about them. all my other friends are either moved away, or in alfred and beyond.

i find myself bored all the time. the beach and starbucks isnt quite enough to satisfy me around here. my mum told me i need a girlfriend. girls around here are either prostitots, girls i went to school with and have no interest in, or girls that are high school dropouts and are going nowhere in life. f all that. besides, the girl i like lives upstate.

i have no friends out here anymore and the girl of my dreams lives far away. the moral of the story, home sucks.

side note: i miss the team greatly.

when i thought about the future (post-alfred) i didnt think it would take me back to my parents house. there was a problem with Materialise Dental, in Maryland, so i didnt end up moving there earlier this month. i thought about moving in with Jeff in wisconsin, but wisdom (and „you me and dupree") got the better of me. my friend allison is attending grad school in new paltz but is living back at her parents, and wants out. weve talked about moving in together but shes got some thing that will prevent her from moving out of her house for a while. also, i have a job interview coming up in New London, Connecticut. aside knowing 3 people in ct, i wouldnt mind living there.

and now that ive been spending some time with the love of my life, it would suck leaving her (even though shes in Cortland); howev, a trip from New London to Cortland is easier and faster than a trip from East Hampton to Cortland.

i just dont know what the hell im doing. sometimes, i just wish i could skip the time between now and when im engaged. im tired of dating this girl and that girl. i just want to find THE girl im supposed to be with. i guess with all this confusion in my life, all i want is just to be happy.